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Jag fr\u00f6s men var s\u00e5 upptagen med att f\u00e5 en skymt av dig att jag inte brydde mig. De d\u00e4r eftermiddagarna n\u00e4r vi tjafsade om var vi skulle fika. Vad vi skulle tr\u00e4na. Om vi skulle till ungdomsg\u00e5rden eller inte. Oftast \u00e5kte vi dit \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 det spelade ingen roll men grejen var att alla vardagsproblem var s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra. V\u00e5ra valm\u00f6jligheter inte s\u00e5 farliga.<\/p>\n
Bl\u00e5 timmar av hopp och m\u00f6jligheter, av r\u00e4dslor och hoppas att jag ser dig. Hoppas att du ser mig. Men t\u00e4nk om du ser mig? T\u00e4nk om du pratar med mig? D\u00e5 skulle jag d\u00f6. Tappa talf\u00f6rm\u00e5gan och trilla genom universums mittpunkt.
\nSkr\u00e4cken. Den d\u00e4r dubbelheten i allting. Magiskt och fruktansv\u00e4rt.<\/p>\n
Himlen blev bl\u00e5, lila och rosa och sn\u00f6n knarrade under mina k\u00e4ngor. Andedr\u00e4kten som vita moln runt v\u00e5ra huvuden d\u00e4r vi v\u00e4ntade p\u00e5 bussen. Jag minns hur du petade p\u00e5 min jacka med din handske och flinade. Hur det gick som en st\u00f6t rakt genom kroppen och allt blev suddigt och varmt. Allting var s\u00e5 blixtrande och starkt.<\/p>\n
Jag minns hur de bl\u00e5 timmarna blev svarta och hur kv\u00e4llarna var en eufori eller total tristess. Av eller p\u00e5.<\/p>\n
G\u00e5r det att vara mer i en bl\u00e5 timme d\u00e4r magin vibrerar och allting k\u00e4nns? D\u00e4r r\u00e4dslor och kanske och hoppas \u00e4r lika starka som fullm\u00e5nen en februarikv\u00e4ll och hj\u00e4rtat hoppar \u00f6ver slag bara f\u00f6r att?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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